Today my heart sat for a moment with Sadness. Then Anger walked in, then Frustration, then Sadness asked for my attention again. Compassion came in at one point and asked me to please listen to the other side, but Fear told me to run and hide. The scary part is that internally I can recognize all of their reasoning, all of their purpose and all it makes me wonder. It’s that place between the pain and Curiosity I now sit. We’ve opened up a dialogue and while I choose to stay in my own place with Safety, Disappointment whispers in my ear and reminds me that I could miss out on something good. Unfortunately Fear tells me that something good is far and few between. That same old story. I’m not sure who to marry, who to “love” and who to kill, but I know that in this pursuit, if I keep looking, I can find myself. With love,~R